1) Letting go of my acidic anger.
I have wasted too much time being angry at the Army, God and my own shortcomings. The Army doesn't care if I hate it's stupidity. God isn't going to change because I poison the impressionable minds of new believers, shake the faith of "dedicated" Christians or argue bitterly with Jehovah's witness. Wallowing in self-pity isn't touching or cute, it's pathetic.
2) Going back to church.
As much as I dislike organized religion and mindless elitist followers, I deeply respect the ideas of Christ. In this society plagued with continual moral decay, many people decide apathetically that they cannot change the flow or that living "good" in their own lives is enough, that their "mysterious and great" god will sort everything out. That might have worked to pacify the ignorant masses when we were suffering through the Black Plague, but to still hold onto your naive ideas about not questioning your own life, being accepting of god's mysterious plan and living by blind faith alone, is stupid, illogical and a weak submission to propaganda. Your life isn't a paint-by-numbers, take control of it! Love your fellow man, regardless of their beliefs! When you make mistakes, stand by them, "forgiveness" from a higher being isn't going to justify or make right your bullshit!
3) Focusing on school.
I'll never be as smart as I want to be because I know that there are some things I'll never learn in my life time, school or no (like why are women so freaking crazy? Kidding). But you say school is a waste of time and money? Tell me that when I'm dropping some shiny quarters in your dirty tin can so you can buy some booze or when you go back to your rat-infested one bedroom apartment, remembering your day job of delivering obscenely large televisions to my luxurious homes before you finish masturbating and cry yourself to sleep.
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I dislike Jehovah's Witnesses, because while a lot of them are polite they are veeery persistent. I don't want to wake up at 8 on a Saturday to listen to people try to convince me the Bible is meant to be taken literally, thank you very much!
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Destroy the universe?
|YES| |NO|
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CANDY JUNKIE.
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If a miracle occurred, I would show you the new morning, the person I've become and say those words I couldn't back then... -Yamazaki Masayoshi "One More Time, One More Chance"
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History is a very terrifying thing. If you do not make your mark on it you may just fall off the face of the Earth after you die.
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If a miracle occurred, I would show you the new morning, the person I've become and say those words I couldn't back then... -Yamazaki Masayoshi "One More Time, One More Chance"
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History is a very terrifying thing. If you do not make your mark on it you may just fall off the face of the Earth after you die.
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If a miracle occurred, I would show you the new morning, the person I've become and say those words I couldn't back then... -Yamazaki Masayoshi "One More Time, One More Chance"
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History is a very terrifying thing. If you do not make your mark on it you may just fall off the face of the Earth after you die.
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"The way one describes a story, to oneself or to the world, is by telling the story. The most accurate map possible would be the territory itself, and thus would be perfectly accurate and perfectly useless."
--American Gods, Neil Gaiman
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If a miracle occurred, I would show you the new morning, the person I've become and say those words I couldn't back then... -Yamazaki Masayoshi "One More Time, One More Chance"